07 May 2011

Is this real life?

The last time I blogged was August of 2010. How is it already May 2011? Is this real life?
Since last time, I've moved to Dallas. Started working at a non-profit organization of sorts. Started establishing myself and am trying to refashion myself into an adult.

Nothing up to this point, or maybe everything up to this point has prepared me for this "adulthood"...more on that another day.

To say this has been an odd week would be an understatement.
I started off the week sharing my feelings in the most ridiculous of fashions with a long term friend. (As if I had never seen a bad romantic comedy in my life)Spent the rest of this week stressing out about that situation. Ever time my BlackBerry would light up, I thought it was him. It wasn't.

Then one day, out of the blue this individual contacted me after three years of nothingness. I shouldn't say nothingness. Three years of non-communication = several months of sporadic tears, daily prayers and finally about 2.85 years of acceptance and living. And now this.

I don't know what to do.

My mum seems to think my life is hilarious. Glad someone is laughing :)

1 comment:

Kinzie said...

Hii! I just wanted to say hello and tell you how pleased I was when I saw a new post from your blog on my google reader. Hope you're doing well and I can't wait to hear about your new adventures!

(Oh, and I'm blogging over here now: fromasmallstep.blogspot.com )